walked in with steps thought to be ready,
clenched myself firm from the mind to the depths of the soul,
covered scars with bandages of my own facade.
seemingly long rides became short with anxiety,
as the gale came everything came clear,
sinking into the wind with anticipation,
never a dull moment it was.
the velocity soon became like an ecstasy,
craving for more, what more could one ask?
time ran on fast and slowed down the throttle,
like a victim of a relentless tornado,
flung out and sent crashing down.
nostalgic as it was, the same lights went out quickly,
enveloping me with forgotten fears fought off long ago.
can you call this "a calm after a storm"?
time went on running as I walked on slowly,
a heart burdened with remorse and regret,
I took baby steps back to whence I came from.,
only to drink down the fact that the last bit of breeze was fading off.
with only static movie images imprinted within the mind,
only one thought lingers;
"one can never be prepared enough."
its 3 in the morning over here, for those who have been reading and looking for updates. heres one. =) (and a big thank you too.) Quite a bit has happened, so I'm gonna summarize it. Starting from last Saturday, a friend named Rei went back to Australia for studies after her 2 weeks vacation in Singapore, I had a "orientation" for NAFA on Wednesday, its was horridly filled with talks. (I mean a 3 hr talk in the early morning, with more to come in the afternoon. c'mon man. =/) Thursday went back to school again to register for elective courses, chose History in fashion design, the school wants us to be exposed to other forms of arts so yea, its pretty cool.
then of course there is today(or yesterday), an outing I planned for 2 of my friends since their birthdays were pretty close by, one was Kai'(20th July) and the other was YiWen(23rd July). Met up with the usual gang, we watched "Hancock" in the theatres. Pretty awesome visuals, but yea its not quite there yet for a superhero film. but its ok I guess?
after the movies, we had this long walk to the Esplanade to just chill out, got to catch up with the guys a bit. Though my jumpy mood was short-lived, cause I'm brain dead from the rotting in Orchard to book the tickets for the movie (plus lack of sleep) @_@. not like I'm one to complain, but that was just the plan. I'm beat now, so much happened today and oh, school starts on Monday...
...great, I feel like crap now. =/
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轡田.俊平
2:22 AM
growth is an inevitable course of life,
be it experience or bonding,
we face through the wrath of storms,
and the bitterness of winter.
but as time goes by..
our bark grow thicker,
our trunk grow sturdy,
our roots spread out to hold on..
..to hold on the very foundation of this tree,
this tree called our "Family tree".
alright, I know its a little to early to be mentioning 'bout Father's Day, but I figured I should start one anyway since I was writing my blessings to him on his birthday card. I actually wanted this to be on my dad's birthday card, but mum felt that it should be on a Father's Day card which I will send later on next month, she wanted the birthday card to have something more joyful. To be honest, my dad hasn't been the best of mood lately, stressed out I guess. Hopefully the present and my card will boost his spirit, ..a little at least. =/
anyway just wanted to share the poem with you guys, maybe hopefully some opinions too before Father's Day comes. Have been into poetry again lately, gotta shift back to drawing mode again before my skills get blunt again. for that, gonna try to rush 3 drawings tomorrow, need to turn my uber mode on, so tune in! RAWR!!! >.<
...ugh, laziness. *click*
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轡田.俊平
1:13 AM
new life glows as spring approaches,
frozen seas of tears melt as warmth touches nature,
awakening from long slumbers brings anticipation of the future,
joy was seen throughout the lands.
though nobody knew how spring felt..
water drops on withered plants cries for remembrance.winter's cruelty decimates all life that stand in her way,
once a lonely maiden who killed her emotions to be the "tempest of life"
her frozen tears bathed the lands in her wake,
so spring thought to himself..
"who will remember winter..?"
lol, I got bored. this piece of poem (I think it is..) was inspired by a picture I came across on DeviantArt. It was a simple piece of a photography, but I felt there was more to it, so I decided to write this poem since I felt up to it.
alright, lazy to type what happened today (..or yesterday), so I will do it later on in the day. Ciao!~
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轡田.俊平
12:26 AM
alright,nothing much ta talk 'bout since my last post. Nothing much happened, other than drawing, playing DOTA and abit of warcraft 3 campign. bleahh.. (I'm tt bored. =_=)
might be meeting either Gordon or Karthis for lunch for slack and drawing. Gonna start looking for work officially tomorrow. Need the cash for school survival. Anyway gotta go prepare soon to go out or something. Heres a pic I drew yesterday.. took me longer to finish this one since it has lots of details. It lacks shading, don't blame me... when I finished it, it was nearing 4.30 am, I started at 2.30 am, I was seriously tired out.. =_= I'm still not good at drawing though.. =/
here it goes..~
alrighto!~ signing out.. =D
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轡田.俊平
12:20 PM
alright nothing much happened today.. only got a train of nagging for not helping out in cleaning my house. >.> (sry mum... lol) Met Karthis at Holland Village, had lunch with him, then we went to the study room nearby my house but found no power plug for his laptop to use for his project and assignment, so he did revision for a bit, I practiced drawing. After that we went to Jurong East library (since its the only place I can think of having a power plug. =_=) and we both continue to do our work, he did revision and finishing his assignment, while I just drew and drew. Did 3 bleach fanart today btw XD. Later on we had dinner at IMM then yea its off to home. That pretty much wraps up the day. ahaha.
Life is getting boring..
here it is:
Kurosaki Ichigo
Inoue Orihime
Kuchiki Rukia
Alright logging off, cya.ではまた。Labels: reminiscence
轡田.俊平
10:11 PM
alright started the day today with a message beep from my phone which woke me up abruptly from my sleep =_=. it was from Siti telling me that Ben was waiting for me on msn to check out the timing for the lunch celebration we were gonna throw at him since we couldn't really celebrate his birthday on the actual day, since we were all busy.. (aww... >.>)
so anyway to cut the long story short, told the rest 'bout the meet up time, met the guys, we went to the Cafe Cartel at Douby Ghaut, most of us had Hawaiian pork chops except Dennis who had a Sirloin Steak (wow). The food was ok, but yea the standard has dropped a lot, honestly I felt it wasn't really worth the cost.. why so? cause 5 of us who ate the bill came in.. TADAA!!~ $106.70. BOOYA MAN! =_= thank goodness there was a 10% student discount so we kinda got 10 bucks off. if not... hohoho. gg man. ._.
after that went "Art Friends" cause Siti had to get some stuff. Me, Ben and Suan hium was like fooling around with every stupid thing you can think off in an art store. Like treating a freaking big paper holder to a freaking bazooka? >.> wow.. childish we are? yes I know. can take it? live with it! lol. anyway saw lotsa art stuff. Then we came across this section with lots of fashion related items, man I pity fashion design students, every small thing cost like a dollar plus? and those colour dye or whatever thing cost 7-8? ouch man. Thankfully I'm not into fashion design. I will cry for my wallet man, lol.
Alright in the evening we had the usual Saturday night coffee booze, "pretty face" wasn't there.. aww. so sad. bah anyway.. it was heck noisy there, and plus some of the guys feel dam sian cause its bloody noisy. You know people having the typical saturday chill outs too. So we left pretty early today, didn't manage to catch up much with the guys cause most of them wanna finish up their work or study for upcoming tests.
Drew this pic in Starbucks, look familiar? Yep, she is Flonne from Disgaea. haha.
anyway, this pretty much ends it. Logging out. Ciao~
P.S. wahlauu Karthis never join us today! youuuuuuu!!!
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轡田.俊平
10:57 PM
Today marks the last day of my life in ITE, kinda sad =(. I know NAFA starts on the 21st of July, but I gotta now look for a part time job and save enough cash for the expenses during my 3 years there. The weekly material purchases are probably gonna blow my wallet away before even the semester ends, which means no money in bank = gonna starve and beg on the streets. O.o Alright its not gonna be that ridiculous , but its gonna be more stressful, apart from project stress, fianancial stress. Gonna make the best effort and time out of my time there, gonna get a good job then maybe pursue a degree later on in life. >=3
anyway, today nothing much happened in school, besides the fact that Marcus was being "kind" enough to comment a lot on me going NAFA, and I mean a lot! Derek was extremely high and ditsy for no apparent reason, both of us spend the whole day saying and doing retarded stuff.( Maybe its because its my last day. lol. =p) Most of the guys also feel pretty sian when they knew its gonna be the last day there. Very thankful to meet many nice people there, especially god putting me in a class of crazy but also hardworking people. Hope you guys do well and go to poly! GO GO GO!!!
Kinda had dinner with Derek, Steph and Cindy at KFC. They wanted to study a bit for tomorrow's Accounting Fundamental test. As for me I was just there to help Derek with unlocking his DJ Max characters since he had to study and I don't, lol. We left around 7 ish, pretty late but still ok. ..until it started pouring for awhile and then stopped. Seriously insane weather.. =_= Extremely warm and humid during the day, and its starts pouring for 10-15 mins in the evening out of the blue.What the hell? O.o
anyway this pretty wraps up my day, but theres one more thing to say...
CLASS SC ROCKS, NEVER GONNA FORGET YOU GUYS!!! ALL THE BEST DURING THE CA1 PERIOD, HOPE YA ALL DO WELL!!! WOO!!!~
alright thats all I've gotta say, signing out. *click*
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轡田.俊平
9:45 PM
