walked in with steps thought to be ready,
clenched myself firm from the mind to the depths of the soul,
covered scars with bandages of my own facade.
seemingly long rides became short with anxiety,
as the gale came everything came clear,
sinking into the wind with anticipation,
never a dull moment it was.
the velocity soon became like an ecstasy,
craving for more, what more could one ask?
time ran on fast and slowed down the throttle,
like a victim of a relentless tornado,
flung out and sent crashing down.
nostalgic as it was, the same lights went out quickly,
enveloping me with forgotten fears fought off long ago.
can you call this "a calm after a storm"?
time went on running as I walked on slowly,
a heart burdened with remorse and regret,
I took baby steps back to whence I came from.,
only to drink down the fact that the last bit of breeze was fading off.
with only static movie images imprinted within the mind,
only one thought lingers;
"one can never be prepared enough."
its 3 in the morning over here, for those who have been reading and looking for updates. heres one. =) (and a big thank you too.) Quite a bit has happened, so I'm gonna summarize it. Starting from last Saturday, a friend named Rei went back to Australia for studies after her 2 weeks vacation in Singapore, I had a "orientation" for NAFA on Wednesday, its was horridly filled with talks. (I mean a 3 hr talk in the early morning, with more to come in the afternoon. c'mon man. =/) Thursday went back to school again to register for elective courses, chose History in fashion design, the school wants us to be exposed to other forms of arts so yea, its pretty cool.
then of course there is today(or yesterday), an outing I planned for 2 of my friends since their birthdays were pretty close by, one was Kai'(20th July) and the other was YiWen(23rd July). Met up with the usual gang, we watched "Hancock" in the theatres. Pretty awesome visuals, but yea its not quite there yet for a superhero film. but its ok I guess?
after the movies, we had this long walk to the Esplanade to just chill out, got to catch up with the guys a bit. Though my jumpy mood was short-lived, cause I'm brain dead from the rotting in Orchard to book the tickets for the movie (plus lack of sleep) @_@. not like I'm one to complain, but that was just the plan. I'm beat now, so much happened today and oh, school starts on Monday...
...great, I feel like crap now. =/
ではまた。
Labels: reminiscence
轡田.俊平
2:22 AM
